How To Deal With A Broken Heart.

My heart was broken last weekend. I'm not at all ready to say why or to write about it. But I am ready to say that if I didn't have God in my life a broken heart could of broke so many other things. I find that the closer I get to God the more amazing the spiritual battles get. The "devil" is ready and charging at me with his best "stuff". But you know what, if God is for me, who can be against me? No one, that's right! I have to learn to allow myself to hurt when crappy circumstances come into my life. I try to be so strong and so positive that I forget sometimes that being vulnerable and broken is where I need to be at that point in my life. So right now I'm broken and vulnerable, however I'm still joyful and trusting that God is mending me better than I was before. Trusting God and believing He has his hand in all of our lives is not easy. And it doesn't mean that you can't feel sad or frustrated. It's just a feeling of peace within the storm that you are being loved and taken care of, and trusting with all your might that a wonderful blessing WILL come from all of your yucky circumstances!

I hope you all are having a beautiful day!

Stay blessed and stay saucy!

-Libby Lu

Today is My Day Off!

 I'm having one of those really weird days that everything makes me mad, everything gets me irritated. I can't quite place WHY I'm having a crappy day but it feels so stupid to feel in a bad moon when I am blessed beyond believe. I have arms that can hug, legs that can run, fingers that can type, a voice that I can use to sing with (sometimes out of tune, but who cares. Only the dog and my baby girl are subject to it most times). I have eyes that can see (not perfectly because I do have really bad eyesight, but STILL). The list goes on and on and on! I can think of more than thousands of reasons why I shouldn't be in a crappy mood today. But guess what. I am also human and I am allowed days "off" where I can just be in a bad mood. Allow yourself to feel. Don't apologize to yourself why your feeling a certain way, ride the wave of emotion. BUT then move on, pray that God gives you HIS joy for life if you can't feel it for yourself right now. Happiness isn't always attainable in life. But joy for life is. In the back of your mind, knowing that there is a beautiful life to be lived and there are good people in this world, and that there is an ALMIGHTY God that has your back during ANY emotion you might be feeling. He's the one who designed us with so many ranges of emotions after all, so why would it ever be "BAD" to feel them? Today is my day "off". I'll be back tomorrow a more peppy me.

Stay blessed and stay saucy ya'll!